MYSELF.


name: Raphiology
age: twentytwo
gender: male
d.o.b: 16.04.86
email: #######


SHITTOKNOWABOUTME.


Im a difficult person thats just it,If u get in my good books i always gotcha back.Love is not my priority but friendship is much more. I love music. Im a guy who appreciates real rhymes,music esp "Real" hiphop.I keep my music to a real life basis, and touch upon alot of deep issues and concepts. This blog was originally for my lyrics and then i ended up talking about my life since i dont write that much.So basicaly this is where i express my thoughts especially in rhyme form.This is only a personal blog so dont expect me to write amazing,interesting and intellectual stuffs.


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    Wednesday, May 21, 2008

    Dear life, I see no promises in tomorrow

    Bored and listening to Andra & The BackBone - Sempurna.mp3


    MY LIFE. =)


    .... hear me ....

    Dear life, I hate yew i hate everything yew brought into me. I am going to kill myself,slit my wrists and if that fails i will jump off the building. I hate yew for giving me insomnia, I dont feel special anymore. Im not normal! My friends started calling me names like vampire and owl. I feel so sad i wish i was someone else.

    WHATSUP!!? I cant fucken sleep,tucked myself on bed and got lost in thoughts for a couple of minutes and figured that i wont be sleeping anytime soon soooo here i am, BLOGGING! Ya'll prolly have a warped mind that when im bloggin that means something is playing on my mind, I have a few ways of letting things go away.. one is blogging others are like running,singing and drinking(hewhehwhewh JK). I dont really write on this blog anymore..personal life is just plain shiet but i still write on others site like DominusProject and some other sites that doesnt concern yew.

    I cant believe the fact that im twentytwo now,gila kali tua wah tu :( and like i always said "I dont wanna be old and i still want my rents to tell me that im not fit for the outdoors and i still want to see myself through their eyes" I havent been writing any music lately,getting rusty and other things are always on my way. Making myself occupied when i dont want to AND yew know what bothers me lately!! My msn is full with sad people and not to mention their sad nicks :'( "think" of how it would turned me so deep down. IM CONFUSED! why do people wanna get emotionally involved with feelings that someday somehow will find their own ways into our lives. Nya my mommy.. sedih usah di cari fiee..pandai tu dtg sendiri nanti. im not saying im a big truth of the world but ive seen and known enough to tell me what life's all about.

    ... hear me ...

    Dear life, My morning has turned chill and things are abit better after i let it out. In trouble again with my bed,My bed hits me again i cant remember what for. Maybe for falling asleep on my computer desk. My bed just misscalled me and she said she misses me and wants me now. Im going now and i wont write to yew ever again. I hate yew life. bye

    8:30 AM...Raphiology


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