MYSELF.


name: Raphiology
age: twentytwo
gender: male
d.o.b: 16.04.86
email: #######


SHITTOKNOWABOUTME.


Im a difficult person thats just it,If u get in my good books i always gotcha back.Love is not my priority but friendship is much more. I love music. Im a guy who appreciates real rhymes,music esp "Real" hiphop.I keep my music to a real life basis, and touch upon alot of deep issues and concepts. This blog was originally for my lyrics and then i ended up talking about my life since i dont write that much.So basicaly this is where i express my thoughts especially in rhyme form.This is only a personal blog so dont expect me to write amazing,interesting and intellectual stuffs.


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    Monday, December 01, 2008

    The past, The future and the others.

    Listenin' to Jedi mind tricks - Monolith. mp3

    Dear life,i know i promised i wouldnt write to you anymore sorry i lied. Just don't know who to talk to anymore, failed every attempts on every confessions. I ought to have a dairy and let the world read it after i died. In my life i got so many stories to tell with very few to share with. dear life, i feel like all the memories i have starting to fade away.. starting the day when i slowly turn my back on you. are you back to test me? ...

    Thuth is i'm OKAY but you know only liars start with truth is. I know u don like me but i say fuck life, fuck the world and everything in it. Just because i don't wanna live the way you want me to u must think i'm a badman, just because i dont wana live with emotions u must think i'm a badman. Oh dear life i think u got me wrong here, i'm just tired and with that i unexpectedly let go of things when u know that i don't have the energy to even hold on to it. So now lets make things easy for me, My weeks have been really hard lately with so many things happening all at once and i still cant see any goods coming on my way.

    Dear life i cant bear this pain anymore, so let go of me and tell sorry to the past,the future and to the others. Give life to the one who deserves it, i know i don't so ill face you but just go easy on me, give me a reason to stay sane. I know i made alot of mistakes but thats just mistakes i have to live with.

    Sweetdreams life.

    12:19 AM...Raphiology


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