MYSELF.


name: Raphiology
age: twentytwo
gender: male
d.o.b: 16.04.86
email: #######


SHITTOKNOWABOUTME.


Im a difficult person thats just it,If u get in my good books i always gotcha back.Love is not my priority but friendship is much more. I love music. Im a guy who appreciates real rhymes,music esp "Real" hiphop.I keep my music to a real life basis, and touch upon alot of deep issues and concepts. This blog was originally for my lyrics and then i ended up talking about my life since i dont write that much.So basicaly this is where i express my thoughts especially in rhyme form.This is only a personal blog so dont expect me to write amazing,interesting and intellectual stuffs.


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    Wednesday, January 21, 2009

    Back to square one.

    wassap fellas,

    this is me tryin to start everythin from scratch,i dont know if i can reach to where the point i left-off. having my hard disk died where i basically 'keep' my life at is much more worse than breakin' up. So i would like to show my appreciation to the technician who obviously know nothing but shiet and the owner of NETSZONE .... THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR NOT FIXIN' IT BUT MAKIN' IT WORSE,I SWEAR TO GOD YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME OR MY FAMILY OR MY GENERATIONS STEPPIN THERE AGAIN,EVER AGAIN.I lost everythin' from all my tracks, research, documents, pictures and not to mention my collection of fine p0rns =( motherfuckers!!


    I really have nothin to begin with here..but aaaa im tryin to start writing back here after so long and hopefully i will do just aight. one could lose their touch but can always get it back if its in one's heart. WOSEH baie!! kan jadi preacher ku eh.. anyways i was goin through all my backups from my sister's hardisk and found an not so old lyric i wrote. so aku simpan lah sja sini since that is what this blog is all about, aint no personal shiet in here *yea ryte*.I dont know what i was thinkin' when i wrote this,i didnt even know what shiet i was listenin' to.. but seems like i was puttin much thoughts into it especially on the last few lines.Who gives a fuck anyway.. cheers.



    a couple of times already im certain with these feelings
    i may trick myself but i will never learn
    how to like how to love,will never learn how to be happy in this life
    today im givin' it a fullstop -- tomorow im gna start fresh
    cut the sweet,cut the words,the flirt time to rehash
    Im chasing these dreams where sanity and ashamed crashed
    no chances of "us" in the future from what ive seen
    Im either in pain or in pleasure,aint no in between
    I decided to stand again where i first stood
    shes not in the picture how i wish she was simply tearin through
    ever since that im always scared of changes
    the only time when i can be myself is when im around strangers
    never wanna try something new -- left with used-to-bes
    a pack of memories ended with goodbyes and sealed with a kiss
    as a normal guy who likes to have fun - im meant to be hurt
    i will go through all the pain just aight - im a man of my word

    Spank meh? :p Ok not funny.

    12:37 AM...Raphiology


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